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Nervous? Yeah...
Today will be my first "intensive out-patient" session. Not sure what to expect... or do... Got about an hour and a half before I'm supposed to be there and I'm supposed to be there a bit early. I want breakfast though, and traffic is going to suck. Ah well eh? If all goes well I'll be sober longer than I've been loaded. It'll take a few years for that to happen, and it won't start until I dry up completely. All going well is a wide open topic though. I really hope my medical leave for this time gets approved. Taking work out of the equation lets me focus on the task at hand ya know?
On a bit of good news, I get a buzz from 2 shot bottles and I'm not feeling good about that buzz. Used to be 4 shots maintained me and the next 4 got me a bit of a buzz and the next 4 finally got me loaded, so 2=buzz is pretty damned good. To my way of thinking.
Okay time for my prescription-strength vitamins and to hit the road. Plus an Ativan. I'm not going to face half a day without *something* to keep my head screwed down tight.
